As I was out walking today … on my summer route, along a somewhat rural road … I noticed a few dogs loose and running around. I was on a road where the dogs on one side of the street are always restrained and are often “yippy.”
As I was watching the dogs, a car came into view. The car slowed as it went by the dogs. then a truck came along in the opposite direction and passed me. As the car came closer, the driver stopped and we chatted. It was a neighbor I had met a few days ago. He asked if I brought 2 dogs along today. I told him “no” and said I was hoping they might be his dogs. We continued chatting while I also kept my eyes on the dogs. By the time we said our goodbyes, I decided to continue along. By that time the dogs had disppeared down a driveway and were out of sight.
Although this may seem like nothing to many people, the sight of the loose dogs running around surfaced my fear of dogs. Although I’ve done release work around it, I know that my hestitation about the dogs today means that my fear still exists. While I was determining what to do, the Universe responded. The car and the truck gave me some time to consider the situation and to decide what to do. I could have turned back and taken a different route or take a chance and continue along. Once I decided to continue along, the situation resolved itself. The dogs disappeared. I expressed gratitude and tapped my collarbone a few times. Later, I grounded my energy as I continued along.
I am particularly tuned to my surroudings when I am out for a walk. Usually I notice the ground all around me, I study the sky (which was gorgeous today), listen to the birds and other assorted animals, notice subtle changes in the neighborhood, sort out my activities for the day and set some intentions. Unfamiliar dogs running loose, however, do stir up a deeply seated fear of being bitten. (It actually happened one day, many years ago.) Now that is has surfaced again, I’ll actively continue to release it.
By the way, I never saw the dogs for the remainder of my walk. I did notice a beautiful butterfly moving right along with me. It reminded me of the bird that acted as a guide in the The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe film.
I know that fear is not real but it feels so real every time it shows up. Fear is irrational and it surfaces to be released and to be transformed. It’s a continual reminder of work waiting to be done.